Three Years

Day 1,095 (January 26th, 2021)

Before the surgery, I went 2 years seizure free. I was never able to beat that, until now. Seizure free and still going! 

Year 2020 was a handful for everyone. It was overwhelming, emotional, and stressful in every way possible. With COVID so many people were held back. My heart goes out to everyone. 

Somehow though, I wasn't. I wasn't held back because I have finally learned that I can do anything I actually put my mind to. This year, I got a new job, got an even better job, got 4 stores to buy and sell my own merchandise and, started mastering the art of making dice. Yes, for D&D. 

First D20 handmade by Dicey Designer. 

I explored every option that was offered to me. I have been learning who I truly am and what I love. I am able to set goals and achieve them. I am no longer scared to express myself and push myself to new levels. Whenever the time comes, I will lay on my deathbed and be able to say, "yeah I did that." I never thought I would do a fraction of what I have done these last 3 years. And I have met some of the best people doing it! 

I love getting my hair done. I know an amazing woman that can work magic. I love being able to have a new story every time I see her. I love having her surprise me and use me as a canvas. She's great at what she does and I 100% recommend her! Thank you so much, Ashley! (Cost Cutters in Kent, Ohio) 

I love getting tattoos. It's like a diary on my body. The newest one, I'm getting it while I write this, is one for the anniversary of the surgery. This is part of my past. Which is why I have it on my back. This person is amazing at doing their art! And I will continue to visit them for many more pieces. If you want someone with love, care, and an amazing artist, they are it! Thank you Gray, for being outstanding and patient with me! Seize the Day, right? (Kustom Culture in Tallmadge, Ohio) 

I am in one of the strongest relationships that I feel exists on this world. 15 years and counting, I have the best husband anyone could ask for. And a beautiful woman that has changed my life only for the better. Justin and Amanda are perfect to me. Love you both! 

I have gotten closer to my family than I ever have been. Even with all this random shit happening. This includes my direct family and the in-laws. I wouldn't trade them for the world. 

And a final shout out to all my close friends that have made these last few days perfect. You all know who you are! 

I have to admit, if it wasn't for the surgery, I wouldn't be where I am today. I would still be at the shit job I had to start with. I would still try to hide and be worried about everyone's opinions. I wouldn't live life to the fullest. And I wouldn't have gotten the help I needed for my other medical issues (Depression, anxiety, and PTSD) Now, I am a new me, a better me. And NOTHING can hold me back.